Monica
John 10:10... I have come that you may have life, and that you may have it more abundantly.
3. In this current season would you say you need to spend more time looking inward or that you need to get out of your head? Tell us why. In this season of the restoration of my marriage I am leaning heavily on my Lord, I have to get out of my head. My mind takes me down rabbit trails that I don't need to be on. I am looking to Him and not myself.
4. Are you following the 'March Madness' madness? (That's US college basketball in case you're out of the loop) What's something that feels like actual madness to you right now? No I do not follow sports. Nothing against anyone who does but I feel like it is a waste of my time. Actual madness right now is how this world is coming against Israel. They have a right to defend themselves.
5. How will you celebrate the Easter/Passover holiday this year? Easter this year will be a quiet day at the condo. I will spend time reflecting on the awesomeness of this Holyday and relaxing in His presence. Then we will tidy up the condo and head home.
6. Insert your own random thought here. I have stated blogging over at Wordpress again. Thought I would see if it has gotten any better. Seems a bit easier to figure out than when I was there last.
Today is Monday March 25, 2024
Joining Susanne at Living to Tell the Story to share some favorite things from this week! I know posts are more exciting when you have pictures but I have been unprepared for that this week. I will do better in the future.
1. Dan went out of town last weekend to visit his City Cousins so I went to a restaurant that he doesn't seem very fond of. It was delicious. I had enough leftovers to have for dinner.
2. What's something many people seem to love, but to you feels like 'watching the grass grow'?
Watching NASCAR. I don't really understand how you can sit and watch cars go around a track 500 times. We used to really be into racing hold hotrods but it was on a short strip.
4. It's been said, 'Absence makes the heart grow fonder.' Agree or disagree? Explain.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder... well, I agree and disagree. This depends on the person. It is true for me but not for my significant other. He enjoys his time away and doesn't seem to actually show much feeling like "missing" anyone. Me, I get heart sick when I'm away from the ones I love!
5. Are there any festive spring events in your city or town? If so, will you take advantage of them?
There is nothing going on in our small Missouri town. I check the calendar just the other day.
6. Insert your own random thought here.
Quite a few people around us are already cutting grass. We did our preventative maintenance on our mower and sharpened the blades getting ready to start. Our grass isn't quite ready to be cut yet.
Monica
In the past couple of months I have struggled with what to do with my time. Dan and I live in a tiny space living so when I came back into this relationship I only brough the necessities. I donated all my knitting/crocheting supplies and a huge stash of yarns. I donated all my books and only kept my Kindle.
Lately, as I shared in my last post, it is difficult to focus on a book for very long. My mind wonders down bunny trails. So I ordered me a new set of interchangeable knitting needles and some yarn to get started back to knitting. I will have to be careful not to get carried away and grow my supplies and stash to an unreasonable amount of space. It's very addictive! LOL!
I cannot wait for my supplies to arrive!
Monica
Think about what that word means...returning something to its former owner, place, or condition. I have been praying for the restoration of our marriage. But is that what I truly want? Restoration? I want our marriage back but not in the same state it was when it ended! I want our marriage to be filled with all the blessings that the Lord would pour out on us!
This has been a difficult few months. We are learning to communicate more than I think we ever did in the 30 years that we were married. That in itself is hard for me as I am not much of a talker. I'm an introvert. Some days I don't think that this is going to work. But I think that is because I am trying to get out of communicating.
Another thing that I've struggled with during these months has been not having anything to fill my time outside of work. I "cling" to Dan, something I know he hates, because I don't have anything to do nor do I know what I want to do. I feel antsy. If that makes sense. I donated all my knitting supplies. I have a hard time focusing on a book. It's taking me forever to get through the one I have going. I'm working on finding something for ME.
This was not meant to be a pity party. I am just putting my feeling down somewhere. I hope to come back in a few months and see that we have made some tremendous progress!
Thanks for listening.
Monica
Today is Monday, November 20, 2023
I didn't have time to get my post up yesterday but didn't think one day would matter much.
Today is Sunday, November 5, 2023
Outside - Much different from last week! It's windy but sunny and warm!
Thankful - For the time change. I got an extra hour of sleep; more or less. And this little bundle of joy!
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| Linda Lorene 4 months |
Thinking - of when the homestead sells. Trying not to be full of anxiety over where we will live and what we will do. The Lord knows best and will have a plan for us that I am sure of. And this little bundle of joy!
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| Linda and Papa |
Wearing - black leggings and a sweatshirt
Creating - Reading plan for 2024
Wondering - About many of my old blogging friends and if they are still around. I have touched base with two dear ladies, Dianne and Barbara. Still waiting to hear from a couple others.
Praying - Dan's cousin who had a heart attack this week.
Looking forward to - Thanksgiving with my girls!
Learning - to lean on Jesus! A Never-ending lesson.
Around the house - Was going to pick up the leaves this weekend. The weather was beautiful and dry. BUT, ended up doing other odd things that needed to be done to prepare for the sale of the house. Like where we will be sleeping! LOL! We have another home, but it is rented on VRBO and ABNB most of the time. There is a shop that has tiny living quarters that we are working on. That is the extent of what I can do until I know when I have to move for sure. When I get a date there will be a yard sale and lots of quick packing up.
Scripture of the week - James 1:2-3 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience.
Today is Sunday October 29th, 2023
Outside - Cold and cloudy morning.
Thankful - for my job. I had a season of discontentment. The Lord has helped me to see that I have it pretty good and I'm not in need of anything.
Thinking - I'm not ready for this cold weather that is coming.
Wearing - blue jeans and a long sleeve t-shirt with IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL on the back.
Creating - a new blogging season. I'm not a creative person so I hope this comes together with some sort of regularity.
Wondering - How long I will stick with it this time! LOL!
Praying - Daughters and their families, Dan, niece and her future, nephew and his marriage, sale of the homestead, and plans for our future.
Looking forward to - The sale of the homestead being over with. This sort of thing really makes me fret and I know I shouldn't.
Learning - to lean on Jesus!
In the kitchen - There hasn't been much going on in the kitchen for quite some time. I hope with the holiday season coming I will be motivated to make something happen in there.
Around the homestead - There isn't much on this homestead anymore. I have the place for sale and I have a contract being put together as we speak. It may take some time to close as it is a Federal USDA Loan. I still have chickens to care for but they will be sold with the homestead.
I have been away from the blogging community for quite some time. I've been working out life and trying to figure out what my future looks like. After a divorce and reconciliation, I am ready to pick up the books again and write some blog posts.
My reading was all over the place. I have decided to only read books I wouldn't be ashamed to share with my wonderful Christian grandmother. I am reading Francine Rivers Sons of Encouragement: Biblical stories of Aaron, Caleb, Jonathan, Amos, and Silas. It's just over a thousand pages so it may take a bit for me to get through.
I'm back. I'm looking forward to sharing my reading and blessings here with you once again.

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